I started my new job this week and while I like it a lot, so many big life changes are not exactly helping my quest for a low stress pregnancy.
In week 14, my biggest pregnancy fears are normal, everyday fears. Now that we know glycosylation isn't a factor, I'm afraid of everything else. On Wednesday I was convinced Clark was dead. Convinced. I had been working hard all day and falling into bed at night, so I hadn't had time to concentrate on his tiny, fleeting movements. I realized that I had not felt him in days, and I freaked out. It would be my luck to finally have a genetically sound baby and lose it to miscarriage.
I did feel him that night, but it only calmed my fears for a few hours.
Now I am waiting impatiently for Monday for our early anatomy scan, where I will hopefully see a little, wiggly Clark in there, living just fine and proving me wrong.
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